Typicality

Alright, it's Thursday night and I'm messed up... [[LMAO]]

Today in recap? Went to work... Eh.

Left work on my lunch break to place some bets... Trying to be the good little daughter that I am. Put money on the Spurs at (- 13.5). Yay - they won. Woop de woo hoo... Sometimes I feel bad at how "short" I can be with Dad on the phone, but oh well... In my defense, I was in a hurry... *shrugs* But before you start thinking I'm a little brat, I went ahead and placed those bets didn't I? LOL. But at the same time, Dad lets me keep 55% of the winnings as an incentive to keep betting. PLUS, he puts in the capital. Not a bad proposition eh?

Left work to go to the Wynn to meet up with J to hit the slots for a bit. After 3 hours and 5 White Zins, I ended up even. I guess it's better than being under... Eh - whatever.

Met up with a former coworker who now works for another club in town. I missed him - and not in the way that you're thinking. He was my best friend in the biz. Met him the first day I started working and kinda never left him alone since. He's pretty much like my Industry Big Bro (other than Fabe who now works in Hollyhood, but thats another blog for another day). I don't understand why he even got into the biz in the first place - he's a golf pro. To each his own I guess... We send each other business (clients) though I'm sure that somewhere down the road (seeing as we both work for competing nightclubs) that may become a problem. I was actually supposed to accompany him to his club's outing (I'm to lazy to explain that so feel free to figure that out on your own) to a local high-end strip club. But alas, traffic was a biznatch and I ended up going straight home instead. Though, I must say that I feel like I missed out. The booze and the food at the strip clubs here are phenomenal. Plus I missed quality time with the bros. Alot of people think that because I have a ton of guy friends that I'm a ho, but in all reality, I'm really like the little sister they all never had.

Anywho, I'm off to bed. It'll be a looooonnng weekend what with the Porn Stars in town. My club's hosting two pretty big porn star parties. Should be interesting. Should be VERY interesting.

As a side note, I talked to a few more friends about moving today... Seems like there are quite a bit of mixed feelings. Timber (the Industry Big Bro that was mentioned previously) brought up a good point - that Fabe (my former boss for whom I was his Personal Assistant) has always taken care of me and he doesn't doubt that he would do the same if not more for me in LA. I can't even deny that that statement is true. Fabe runs one of the newer, hip and happening hot spots in Hollyhood and actually proposed a job to me back in October. The job is iffy though, as it depends on if they decide to expand the particular venue or not (what with the economy and all). In a nutshell though, if the particular venue is indeed expanded, then the job is a lock. On the other hand, J had also brought up a very good point, in that I should explore my options in Vegas before deciding to move to LA on a whim (I mean it is, what it is).

*UGH*

**Note to self: stop drunk texting people whom you are not sure are friends or not. It is not a winning proposition and in fact, makes you look like a total dumba*s. Especially when you already know that the recipient of the drunk text already probably doesn't respect you and probably won't respect you more because of the amount of alcohol consumed. Fc*k, I know I'm drunk but it needs to be said... Being a girl is tough. Oops, that sounded like a partial pity party - my bad. hahahahahhahaha***

I am so going to read this tomorrow and be tempted to delete it. DO NOT DELETE. It's fun to read sh*t that's said when drunk.

I need to come to a decision sooner or later about LA. Yes, random, I know. Please don't expect congruity when I'm relatively wasted. Anyway, I think I'm going to take a trip out there soon, for a few days. I'm sure that it will help me to decide.

Ever see the movie, "Along Came Polly?" Single gal who runs away from everything or just tries sh*t out for no reason at all? Well yeah, that's pretty much how I am. You only live once right? I mean if LA doesn't work out, then I can always come back to Vegas or try another city... It's not like I have anything to lose.

What did another friend say? Oh yeah... That I have an attitude as if "I stepped in a pile of sh*t and put on another pair of shoes to step in as new pile of sh*t with the attitude that I can put on another pair of shoes whenever I want."

Pfftttt... As offended as I was at that analogy, I can't deny that he was right about it. But isn't that how you should go about living life? With the attitude that you can always change if you want to? *UGH*

I am the proverbial single woman who is pretty much damaged goods. I may as well as see what life has to offer me right? (As pathetic as that sounds and as messed up [read: drunk] as I
am right now, I can't deny that THAT is the absolute truth). All I can do is see where life brings me and what it has to offer.

::deuces::

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